I haven't written in awhile but I really need to start more often. Since the last time I wrote my family came to visit for Connors 1st birthday then Codys parents came to visit. I still can't believe my lil baby is now... 14 months! He has gotten so big! And so smart! He got his first haircut two weeks ago. Cut an inch off but im going to make it shorter since it's so stinkin hot here. We are finally about to start Connors physical therapy. Which is one of the reasons why I decided not to move home while Cody deployed... Which in fact Cody left for Deployment Thursday morning after almost two weeks of delay. I was ready for his deployment to start so it could finish. I am hoping that this time apart we can realize things we need to work on seperately and together. Im hoping that some things will change for the better when he comes home after missing out on so much with Connor. Sounds shitty but its how I feel. I started college classes on the 16th of August. So far so good. Im glad I have this to do for myself while Cody is gone. Connor goes to bed at 9 and naps a couple times during the day so thats when I get most of my work done. I am glad it actually gives me something worthwhile to think about. I am missing my family a lot. My sister Jordan found out she is pregnant with baby #2. It sucks that I cant be there for her. I know I can stay here and do all of this. I know Im strong enough. But I also know that Im going to have some low days.
Cody should be back in Janurary sometime, I suspect towards the end, possibly beginning of Febrary. I plan on going home for Thanksgiving thru the New Year if I can make arrangments to take my math final at TCC. Otherwise ill be leaving the day after my math final. Its the only one I have to take in person, I believe.
I miss Dino like so much, even though he drove me nuts I love him! We got a new doggie, Ellie May. She is a beagle jack russel mix. She is deaf but full of energy! such a sweetie. Connor loves her, but you can tell he misses his big bud dino.
I hope I get my braces off by the time Cody comes home. I probably wont til summer 10'. I really would like to start trying for another baby next spring. I know Cody will more than likely get deployed again sometime early 2011. We talked about if he gets deployed to Afghanistan next I would move back to Texas so we could actually save money, and pay off the truck and stuff. prepare for getting out of the marine corp. Its up in the air about what we are going to do afterwards. it is either going to be joining the airforce or him going to school while i work. I would personally like to give it a year of him trying to go to school rather than the airforce. well i tried to stay up so i could talk to cody but i am pooped and need some sleep!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Mild Cerebral Palsy
Well here is an update on Connor. its just too much to type to individual ppl. About 4 months ago I really started to notice that Connor wasnt using his left hand, and kept it fisted most of the time. I then thought it was normal and that he would grow out of it. I have kept an eye on it and mentioned it to Connors new Dr. His old one was shitty. She said it seemed like he had arm parlysis (spelling) and recommended us to the Early intervention Program and to see a Neurologist in Phoenix. Yesterday was out appt. Dr Jarrar determind that it appears that Connor has a mild case of cerebral Palsy. but with physical theropy and a lot of work from us that he will get better in time and learn how to use it. His left leg is very slightly effected. We do have to go back for testing and an mri to see if we can find out what happened for him to have this!.And over the past few weeks that Ive been working with Connor to use his left hand it has improved a lot! so I have faith that Hell be doing a lot better with extra help! She also said that since its so mild that since were getting a start on it now rather than in a few years that it shouldnt effect his walking and such. He is "army" crawling around everywhere and getting faster! Today he pulled him self to a sitting postion on his own! I wanna say thank you to everyone who has asked about how it went and about how connor is doing. there are videos if you havent already seen if youre unsure of what i mean he is doing! the flopping fish one is the best one to see. Ill keep updating. Ive also pasted some info about what it is exactly!Mild Cerebral Palsy
Mild Cerebral Palsy
Cerebral palsy symptoms vary from person to person and can change over time for the better with therapy. One thing cerebral palsy doesn't do is get worse. The brain damage which occurred and caused cerebral palsy produced the resulting symptoms for life. Severe cases of cerebral palsy may leave a person almost totally incapacitated while people with a mild case may need little specialized care.
Symptoms of mild cerebral palsy are easier to manage because the brain damage causing them isn't severe. Many children with mild cerebral palsy are diagnosed with the disorder late because the symptoms are less apparent. While the symptoms of mild cerebral palsy are the same as more severe cases, they are often dismissed as problems people think a child will outgrow. However, if there is any question your child is showing signs of a developmental delay you should contact a doctor for further testing. Especially for mild cerebral palsy children, early intervention can make a huge difference in later life.
Symptoms of Mild Cerebral PalsyChildren with mild cerebral palsy may have symptoms noticeable to parents, but misinterpreted. For example, a child with mild cerebral palsy may have a delay in talking. A parent may think the delay is due to a speech or hearing impediment while it is actually due to cerebral palsy. Many mild cerebral palsy children are taken to health professionals by their parents for evaluation and are then referred to a doctor specializing in cerebral palsy. Symptoms to watch for which might indicate mild cerebral palsy include:
Walking on tip toes (toe walking)
Keeping arms raised or suspended in air in a pose that looks like a teddy bear
Bending arms or clenching fists unknowingly
Generally lacks coordination or is considered excessively clumsy
Cautious about many participating in activities requiring lots of movement
Complains about leg pain after a normal amount of activity for other children
Legs are very tight or seem to be constantly flexed
Excessive effort required to walk or stand on the flat of the foot when reminded
Treatment for Mild Cerebral PalsyExercises are very helpful in the treatment of mild cerebral palsy. Once diagnosed, occupational therapy and physical therapy can help children gain more functionality in movement. For toe walkers, high top shoes help force the foot flat and offer extra support to the ankle joint. If the muscle contraction caused by cerebral palsy is noticeable, but light, several oral medications like baclofen or valium can be used to help with muscle release. Botox injections into specific muscles can help temporarily weaken them for 3 to 4 months at a time. Both treatments offer only temporary results.
Abilities of People with Mild Cerebral PalsyCerebral palsy affects each person differently so it is hard to determine what any one person might, or might not, be able to do. Many people with mild cerebral palsy will be able to participate in almost any activity their peers do. Mile cerebral palsy sufferers will have more success in some kinds of activities more than others. For example, mild cerebral palsy children are better steered toward participating in sports like martial arts or swimming. Sports like football, baseball or basketball require a large amount of running, which can be difficult for people with mild cerebral palsy. Just as non-disabled people have different talents and difficulties, so do those with mild cerebral palsy. Take the time to ask questions and get to know people affected with mild cerebral palsy. They are people who have faced great challenges and survived.
Mild Cerebral Palsy
Cerebral palsy symptoms vary from person to person and can change over time for the better with therapy. One thing cerebral palsy doesn't do is get worse. The brain damage which occurred and caused cerebral palsy produced the resulting symptoms for life. Severe cases of cerebral palsy may leave a person almost totally incapacitated while people with a mild case may need little specialized care.
Symptoms of mild cerebral palsy are easier to manage because the brain damage causing them isn't severe. Many children with mild cerebral palsy are diagnosed with the disorder late because the symptoms are less apparent. While the symptoms of mild cerebral palsy are the same as more severe cases, they are often dismissed as problems people think a child will outgrow. However, if there is any question your child is showing signs of a developmental delay you should contact a doctor for further testing. Especially for mild cerebral palsy children, early intervention can make a huge difference in later life.
Symptoms of Mild Cerebral PalsyChildren with mild cerebral palsy may have symptoms noticeable to parents, but misinterpreted. For example, a child with mild cerebral palsy may have a delay in talking. A parent may think the delay is due to a speech or hearing impediment while it is actually due to cerebral palsy. Many mild cerebral palsy children are taken to health professionals by their parents for evaluation and are then referred to a doctor specializing in cerebral palsy. Symptoms to watch for which might indicate mild cerebral palsy include:
Walking on tip toes (toe walking)
Keeping arms raised or suspended in air in a pose that looks like a teddy bear
Bending arms or clenching fists unknowingly
Generally lacks coordination or is considered excessively clumsy
Cautious about many participating in activities requiring lots of movement
Complains about leg pain after a normal amount of activity for other children
Legs are very tight or seem to be constantly flexed
Excessive effort required to walk or stand on the flat of the foot when reminded
Treatment for Mild Cerebral PalsyExercises are very helpful in the treatment of mild cerebral palsy. Once diagnosed, occupational therapy and physical therapy can help children gain more functionality in movement. For toe walkers, high top shoes help force the foot flat and offer extra support to the ankle joint. If the muscle contraction caused by cerebral palsy is noticeable, but light, several oral medications like baclofen or valium can be used to help with muscle release. Botox injections into specific muscles can help temporarily weaken them for 3 to 4 months at a time. Both treatments offer only temporary results.
Abilities of People with Mild Cerebral PalsyCerebral palsy affects each person differently so it is hard to determine what any one person might, or might not, be able to do. Many people with mild cerebral palsy will be able to participate in almost any activity their peers do. Mile cerebral palsy sufferers will have more success in some kinds of activities more than others. For example, mild cerebral palsy children are better steered toward participating in sports like martial arts or swimming. Sports like football, baseball or basketball require a large amount of running, which can be difficult for people with mild cerebral palsy. Just as non-disabled people have different talents and difficulties, so do those with mild cerebral palsy. Take the time to ask questions and get to know people affected with mild cerebral palsy. They are people who have faced great challenges and survived.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
So I took my first pill yesterday afternoon around 6pm. I went to bed at 9 turn the tv off by 930 and layed in my bed tossing and turning until almost 5 am. Im not sure if it was from the pills the paxil and calcium pills or what. But today ive been really gittery and just dont feel like i can keep my legs, feet still at all! gah i hope this doesnt stay like this. Cody me and Connor are going to San Diego this weekend to get away and to see Codys friend Jarrod and his lil family. Its about 3 hours away. We really need this. We havent had a getaway for just us in a long time. Cody is finally off WTI and should go back to normal work next week working nights.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Well I went to the dr today. and he asked me a lot of questions and wrote down some notes. Told me that it looks like i have postpartum depression. like i had thought. explained to me what is going on with my body and that sometimes it just needs help regulating so he gave me a prescription for paxil and two other medicines that are suppos eto help me sleep and my headaches. he told me to keep a journel also and to see him again in two weeks.. so we will see.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
So I'm in a mood to write. I've noticed since I became pregnant that I have had some real emotional issues, not just your normal pregnancy mood swings. I've dealth with depression before in my life. Mainly back in 2004/2005 for a length of time due to a relationship and other issues at home. Ive never talked to a doctor about it. I guess mainly because I was assamed, or thought maybe I could over come it myself. When I was pregnant I was very sad and angry, I cried a lot, didnt want much to do with anyone really. I was very snappy at people and felt like I was going to explode. I thought maybe it was just because my husband and I were appart and felt alone. He was away at school for his mos and I was back home with my family. I started only working part time cuz of some issues early on in my pregnancy. and it seemed like all i wanted to do was nothing but sleep. When we moved out to Arizona, when I was 8 months pregnant it seemed like ALL I did every day/night was cry. I felt unwanted and unattractive, which i know is normal in pregnancy to feel unattractive but I felt lil connection between my husband and I. After my son was born I felt more like myself again only to slowly go back to feeling down all the time. I get upset over things that normally wouldnt bother me. I hate that I dont have any family around us. and we hardly have any friends other than ones on the internet. Ive tried to make friends but my husband doesnt seem to care to. My problem cause more problems between my husband and I were I dont want to be intimate ever. I want to connect on another level be4 we are on that level. I feel like Ive change SOO much since being a mother. And on the most part I think its better. I feel that Im not as fun as I once was. I think we need other interaction with people and bc we dont it causes stress on our relationship. Im just looking to see if I can get help for my problems and maybe that would take away stress from my marriage. My marriage is strong and Its nothing to put at stake I just want to better it. Im planning to see this doctor this week if I can get in and FINALLY talk to someone about my depression. Hope to get some help!
Monday, April 13, 2009
Black Bean Soup
Ingredients:1 pound dry black beans
1 1/2 quart water
1 carrot, chopped
1 stalk celery, chopped
1 large red onion, chopped
2 green bell peppers, chopped
2 jalapeno pepper, seeded and minced
1 can (28 ounce size) Rotel
2 tablespoons chilli powder
1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper
1/2 teaspoon garlic
1 tablespoon salt
1/2 cup uncooked white rice
Directions:
In a large pot over medium-high heat, place the beans in three times their volume of water. Bring to a boil, and let boil 10 minutes. Cover, remove from heat and let stand 1 hour. Drain, and rinse. In a slow cooker, combine soaked beans and 1 1/2 quarts fresh water. Cover, and cook for 3 hours on High. Stir in carrot, celery, onion, garlic, bell peppers, jalapeno pepper, and tomatoes. Season with chilli powder, oregano, black pepper, , and salt. Cook on Low for 2 to 3 hours. Stir the rice into the slow cooker in the last 20 minutes of cooking. Puree about half of the soup with a blender or food processor, then pour back into the pot before serving.
This recipe from CDKitchen for Black Bean Soup serves/makes 8
1 1/2 quart water
1 carrot, chopped
1 stalk celery, chopped
1 large red onion, chopped
2 green bell peppers, chopped
2 jalapeno pepper, seeded and minced
1 can (28 ounce size) Rotel
2 tablespoons chilli powder
1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper
1/2 teaspoon garlic
1 tablespoon salt
1/2 cup uncooked white rice
Directions:
In a large pot over medium-high heat, place the beans in three times their volume of water. Bring to a boil, and let boil 10 minutes. Cover, remove from heat and let stand 1 hour. Drain, and rinse. In a slow cooker, combine soaked beans and 1 1/2 quarts fresh water. Cover, and cook for 3 hours on High. Stir in carrot, celery, onion, garlic, bell peppers, jalapeno pepper, and tomatoes. Season with chilli powder, oregano, black pepper, , and salt. Cook on Low for 2 to 3 hours. Stir the rice into the slow cooker in the last 20 minutes of cooking. Puree about half of the soup with a blender or food processor, then pour back into the pot before serving.
This recipe from CDKitchen for Black Bean Soup serves/makes 8
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
I Started one of these blogs not too long ago but couldn't remember my info for it. So I thought I would start a new one and allow family that doesn't read myspace/facebook to know how we are doing!
Connor is growing like a weed! He is 9 months now 21lbs and 31 1/2 inches tall! He has been sick lately with a cold it seems like. So he has actually been fussy, which he never really is normally. He is full of life and loves to smile and laugh! I can't believe he will be a year old on June 30th! He hasnt mastered crawling yet, he prefers to roll to get where need be.
Cody is doing good, working a lot but is good. He has been on WTI which is like war trainging for pilots. He of course is working on the aviation electronics not flying. When this is over, in May he should go back to regular schedule; working on nights. We liked it that way so far. He got more time with Connor during the day then just coming home to eat dinner then go to bed. He deploys later this year, in August/September timeframe, to Japan. Not sure how long his deployment will be.
As for me, I have a lot going on. I think anyways. I have been wanting to go to college since I graduated high school but since at the time I was unable to get financial aid, I couldn't go. Now that I AM able to recieve financial aid I'm going to take advantage of it. I get a pell grant, which thankfully I dont have to pay back. I am going to go to school for business. As of right now I am looking at getting my associates in applied science degree. Im going to take some more photography classes as electives. I am going to start in the fall of 2009. Im really excited to be doing something for me! I have to take my cont.ed classes for my cosmetology license and renew that by July. Which I am also getting my license transfered for Arizona.
I decided to start my orthodontic journey in September 2008. My pallet expander went on in October, top braces on in November, and bottom braces on in December. My expected time is a year and a half. A lot has changed and Im really looking forward to my new smile! But that journey is a whole different blog. Which i have yet to start. I will soon though!
Connor is growing like a weed! He is 9 months now 21lbs and 31 1/2 inches tall! He has been sick lately with a cold it seems like. So he has actually been fussy, which he never really is normally. He is full of life and loves to smile and laugh! I can't believe he will be a year old on June 30th! He hasnt mastered crawling yet, he prefers to roll to get where need be.
Cody is doing good, working a lot but is good. He has been on WTI which is like war trainging for pilots. He of course is working on the aviation electronics not flying. When this is over, in May he should go back to regular schedule; working on nights. We liked it that way so far. He got more time with Connor during the day then just coming home to eat dinner then go to bed. He deploys later this year, in August/September timeframe, to Japan. Not sure how long his deployment will be.
As for me, I have a lot going on. I think anyways. I have been wanting to go to college since I graduated high school but since at the time I was unable to get financial aid, I couldn't go. Now that I AM able to recieve financial aid I'm going to take advantage of it. I get a pell grant, which thankfully I dont have to pay back. I am going to go to school for business. As of right now I am looking at getting my associates in applied science degree. Im going to take some more photography classes as electives. I am going to start in the fall of 2009. Im really excited to be doing something for me! I have to take my cont.ed classes for my cosmetology license and renew that by July. Which I am also getting my license transfered for Arizona.
I decided to start my orthodontic journey in September 2008. My pallet expander went on in October, top braces on in November, and bottom braces on in December. My expected time is a year and a half. A lot has changed and Im really looking forward to my new smile! But that journey is a whole different blog. Which i have yet to start. I will soon though!
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