Well I went to the dr today. and he asked me a lot of questions and wrote down some notes. Told me that it looks like i have postpartum depression. like i had thought. explained to me what is going on with my body and that sometimes it just needs help regulating so he gave me a prescription for paxil and two other medicines that are suppos eto help me sleep and my headaches. he told me to keep a journel also and to see him again in two weeks.. so we will see.