A lot going on....

I haven't written in awhile but I really need to start more often. Since the last time I wrote my family came to visit for Connors 1st birthday then Codys parents came to visit. I still can't believe my lil baby is now... 14 months! He has gotten so big! And so smart! He got his first haircut two weeks ago. Cut an inch off but im going to make it shorter since it's so stinkin hot here. We are finally about to start Connors physical therapy. Which is one of the reasons why I decided not to move home while Cody deployed... Which in fact Cody left for Deployment Thursday morning after almost two weeks of delay. I was ready for his deployment to start so it could finish. I am hoping that this time apart we can realize things we need to work on seperately and together. Im hoping that some things will change for the better when he comes home after missing out on so much with Connor. Sounds shitty but its how I feel. I started college classes on the 16th of August. So far so good. Im glad I have this to do for myself while Cody is gone. Connor goes to bed at 9 and naps a couple times during the day so thats when I get most of my work done. I am glad it actually gives me something worthwhile to think about. I am missing my family a lot. My sister Jordan found out she is pregnant with baby #2. It sucks that I cant be there for her. I know I can stay here and do all of this. I know Im strong enough. But I also know that Im going to have some low days.
Cody should be back in Janurary sometime, I suspect towards the end, possibly beginning of Febrary. I plan on going home for Thanksgiving thru the New Year if I can make arrangments to take my math final at TCC. Otherwise ill be leaving the day after my math final. Its the only one I have to take in person, I believe.
I miss Dino like so much, even though he drove me nuts I love him! We got a new doggie, Ellie May. She is a beagle jack russel mix. She is deaf but full of energy! such a sweetie. Connor loves her, but you can tell he misses his big bud dino.
I hope I get my braces off by the time Cody comes home. I probably wont til summer 10'. I really would like to start trying for another baby next spring. I know Cody will more than likely get deployed again sometime early 2011. We talked about if he gets deployed to Afghanistan next I would move back to Texas so we could actually save money, and pay off the truck and stuff. prepare for getting out of the marine corp. Its up in the air about what we are going to do afterwards. it is either going to be joining the airforce or him going to school while i work. I would personally like to give it a year of him trying to go to school rather than the airforce. well i tried to stay up so i could talk to cody but i am pooped and need some sleep!